I'm a very sexual person. I can't help it, it's a part of who I am. I wish it wasn't. If there was one thing I could change about myself, that'd be it.
	It's really frustrating, being a single Christian guy with an overactive reproductive drive. It sometimes seems (especially after a few hours of prime time TV) like all the pagans are out fornicating with no apparent ill consequences and you're stuck with this restrictive morality that is as old, pointless and unhealthy as it is immutable.
(Not that my morality has anything whatsoever to do with my inability to find a girlfriend.) Of course, in my brief moments of sanity I know that God's rules are there for my own good and that sex is a good and healthy thing only when it is practiced by husbands and wives. That knowledge really doesn't help.
I honestly think that I can blame a lot of this on the Internet.